i'm having a bad several weeks ;o;

so much shit has happened.

1. rip grandma and andrew, i'll always remember you.
2. first fail ever of my life - 52% on a math test because i was just overwhelmed with number one. i broke down during lunch into a crying fit. thank you for the cupcake oksana
3. my overall average for my midterm is 81%. no chance in hell i'm getting into university of my choice with those marks.
4. i dont get to go to semi-formal. again. because my mother is also overwhelmed and will not allow me to have fun for the next decade.
5. i'm hopelessly smitten, which is even more distracting.
6. i feel blah.

i wonder when things will get better.